Don't Judge

Its now the eve of february first, and you know what....






MY CHRISTMAS TREE IS STILL UP!





So if you are in some dire need of christmas cheer, come on over! It will feel like december never left!

Two Thousand and Ten...Bring it On!

2009 was a hard year. Seriously, I hated this last year, actually more like the last three, but in this past year, I have seen myself become someone I never thought I would be. I won't go into details, but I'm not proud of who I have become and choices I have made. While I know no one is perfect, we can strive to be and I haven't been. My life has consisted of making it through the day, sometimes, hour by hour, and not much more. I've let things slip and before I knew it, they had became habits. Now good and healthy actions that were once second nature, are now super hard and incredibly difficult to do. Regardless, the mark of a new year, and even more importantly, a new decade, means change. A change for the better. A time for me, Dasha, to GROW UP. A period were I will take responsibility for my actions. A decision to let go of the past and all of its hurts, regrets, and all the what-ifs. I plan to be happy again. To smile and mean it. To love unconditionally regardless of the consequences. To be a spiritual giant, someone who will stand before others and represent the church of Jesus Christ in a way that is good. I want to be close to those around me and let them back into my life and likewise be let back into theirs. I no longer want to be alone. No more a shadow or recluse from the world. No more. That's it...I'm done with that person and all the anger and hurt that she has been wrapped up in.

So with this new year means change and control.

Its my life. Time I started acting like it. And I gotta say, I am pretty darn excited about it!